♡
To Brian,
prepare yourself cause this is gonna be long.
24TH
Happy 9th month of being together!
I still remember, 23 September 2017, waktu aku balik habis nonton M*ngyu. Tanggal 24nya aku buka notifications tab, nemu mention dari kamu yang isinya link steller.
Yes, that was when you asked me out.
“I fall in love with you everytime I see you.”
Kata kata ini masih berlaku sampe sekarang.
Bahkan setelah 9 bulan kita bareng, aku masih suka deg degan ngobrol sama kamu.
Kalo nggak percaya tanya aja Jeno, dia korban yang kena spam pas aku seneng chat sama kamu.
Lama juga ya 9 bulan. Saatnya aku lahiran.
Setiap bulan aku selalu bilang,
thankyou for bearing with me. Thankyou blablabla, thankyou blablabla.
Jadi sekarang aku gak perlu sebutin lagi kan? Pokoknya, thankyou, for everything.
Bukannya males ngetik :D tapi beneran aku berterimakasih untuk semuanya dari kamu.
Aku juga minta maaf gak bisa jadi yang terbaik buat kamu. Banyak jengkelinnya, manjanya, ngambeknya, yakan. Dan setiap kita berantem itu pasti karena aku. Maaf ya.
us
Us being together, is fate.
“If you love someone, set them free. If they come back, they’re yours.”
I set you free for someone else to hold, tapi akhirnya kita bareng. Hehehe.
Tentang hubungan kita, we still have a long way to go, kita belum sepenuhnya kenal.
It’s sad, but I don’t even know what your favorite color is.
Makanya kemaren aku tiba tiba nanya.
Now I’ll keep them in mind!
Your favorite color: White
Your favorite song: John Mayer - New Light
Your favorite food: Siomay
I’ll tell you mine.
My favorite color: Black & Yellow
My favorite song: Cavetown - It’s U
My favorite food: Sate, Ayam goreng
Bener gak sih New Lightnya John Mayer? Aku juga suka lagu lagunya dia.
Tapi sekarang lagu kesukaan aku It’s U, soalnya menggambarkan perasaan aku saat ini.
Makanan kesukaan kita sama sama pake saos kacang. Cieeeee. Cie cie kayak anak SD.
I’m not crying!
Aku nulis semua ini jam 2 pagi.
Sooo I’m being emotional about this.
Everything comes to an end. Sooner or later.
Kamu sama aku, kita, pun bakal ada akhirnya. Aku gak tau kapan. Tapi dari apa yang kita obrolin kemaren, soon.
Memang udah seharusnya kita pisah, one day. This fake world, gak penting dibandingin what’s actually real. Aku sebenernya gak rela. Aku sayang kamu.
But I still have to let you go.
Gak boleh egois kan.
Kalau kamu bener bener mau leave,
aku bakal lepasin. I know it will hurt!
Siapa sih yang gak sakit hati putus.
Tapi nanti, jangan merasa keberatan ya ninggalin aku.
By the way mau bilang,
secuek apapun kamu, sejutek apapun kamu ke aku, emang bikin aku kesel sih, tapi gak berarti aku gak sayang kamu.
Every moment spent with you,
is a moment I treasure.
I love you so much.
24 Reasons why I love Bwayen:
He loves me.
He is cute.
He makes me happy.
He laughs at my jokes...
actually he doesn’t. But I still love him.
He makes me laugh.
He is nice to people.
He is not ashamed of me.
He talks about me to his friends.
He comforts me when I’m sad.
He is reliable.
He gives me warm hugs.
He gives me kisses.
He is home to me.
He helps me solve my problems.
He is a supportive boyfriend.
He is stupid.... sometimes.
He is special.
He is handsome.
He bears with me.
He tells me to not sleep late.
He gets angry if I do.
He is fun to be with.
He makes time for me even when he’s busy.
He is being himself.
♡